Dead account
IsolatedTo those of you I owe drawings: They're going up tonight, so do not stress! Alright? Good.
Mind you, they're disappointing... I apologise in advance.
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If they're not up tonight, then tomorrow definitely, because I have the day off.
Now the main topic of my Journal entry - departure. The main reason I'm abandoning this account is because I've said my good byes, and to continue using this account would be a cruel mockery to those I've left. I have no intentions of hurting people anymore than I have.
Oh, and another reason being that I've lost the will to draw *shrugs* Maybe if it comes back, I'll make another account. But that's highly unlikely - any and all focus I have will now be put into my school work, so maybe I'll get to survive my adulthood adequately enough.
*hollow laugh* That's all my life is about now - survival. Happiness was a pipedream anyway.
Another thing... it'd be wisest to forget anything you think you knew about me. Deep down, I'm an apathetic, cruel, uncaring prick that deserves to go it alone. I don't want you guys... I don't want to hurt people in the long run.
BUT
The thing that fucks me off the most is that no-one seems to understand that *looks at a certain person* or even wants to believe it *looks at same person again*
=_= What good comes of making such things up?! Absolutely none, that's what. So please, PLEASE believe me when I try to tell the truth.
So yeah.... feel free to unWatch me, and I'd prefer it if you didn't comment. All of this isn't up for discussion.
*gets around to the odd 400 messages lying in wait in inbox*
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SCREW IT. What do I care. I'm not coming back anyway, so what do I care how anyone will react.
*deep breath* Nat, I love you, and nothing in the world will change that. Whatever happens, you have and will always have my heart.
*remembers there are more than one person reading* Like I said: Screw it.
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My childhood is a blur... i did need glasses though O.o
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"Impossible is only a word"
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Laughter is a catalyst. It speeds up the process of moving on. When bad things happen to you, you always have the option to step back and laugh at the situation you're in, no matter how devastating or sad. Life is far too important to be taken seriously.
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"Impossible is only a word"
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Laughter is a catalyst. It speeds up the process of moving on. When bad things happen to you, you always have the option to step back and laugh at the situation you're in, no matter how devastating or sad. Life is far too important to be taken seriously.
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"Impossible is only a word"
This post really means something to me so you should feel it too!
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don?t like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don?t even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likey turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won?t get, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will love you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 realationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! Send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works?. but if you break the chain... you will be crused w/ realationship problems. NO SEND BACKS If you have less than 15 friends its okay.
I TOLD YOU!
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friends are like bumcheeks
shit comes between them but they always stick together =]
This post really means something to me so you should feel it too!
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don?t like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don?t even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likey turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won?t get, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will love you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 realationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! Send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works?. but if you break the chain... you will be crused w/ realationship problems. NO SEND BACKS If you have less than 15 friends its okay.
I TOLD YOU!
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XD
This post really means something to me so you should feel it too!
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don?t like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don?t even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likey turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won?t get, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will love you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 realationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! Send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works?. but if you break the chain... you will be crused w/ realationship problems. NO SEND BACKS If you have less than 15 friends its okay.
I TOLD YOU!
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Life is like a drawing without an eraser
Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!
You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!
If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!
If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends
If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)
If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.
If you receive this back 4 times, you're truly loved as a friend!!
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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3: you're a bad friend
4-6: you're an ok friend
7-9: you're a good friend
10-& Up: you're a great friend
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I Love:
Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!
You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!
If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!
If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends
If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)
If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.
If you receive this back 4 times, you're truly loved as a friend!!
_____8888888888____________________
____888888888888888_________________
__888888822222228888________________
_888888222I2222288888_______________
888888222222222228888822228888______
888882222222222222288222222222888___
88888222222222LUV22222222222222288__
_8888822222222222222222222222222_88_
__88888222222222222222U22222222__888
___888822222222222222222222222___888
____8888222222222222222222222____888
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________________1___________________
_______________1____________________
______________1_____________________
______________1_____________________
_______________1____________________
________________1___________________
_________________1__________________
__________________1_________________
___________________1__________
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3: you're a bad friend
4-6: you're an ok friend
7-9: you're a good friend
10-& Up: you're a great friend
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"Any wound I take! ANY SCAR I BEAR! It will all be worth it if I fufill my dream!"
--Lawliet D. Kodji
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I Love:
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Laughter is a catalyst. It speeds up the process of moving on. When bad things happen to you, you always have the option to step back and laugh at the situation you're in, no matter how devastating or sad. Life is far too important to be taken seriously.
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I Love:
Remember to eat lots of fruit, alright? And doctor visits - they're always tasty too.
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Laughter is a catalyst. It speeds up the process of moving on. When bad things happen to you, you always have the option to step back and laugh at the situation you're in, no matter how devastating or sad. Life is far too important to be taken seriously.
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